Thursday, May 13, 2010

work? family?

I've been working for 3 months already. Cepat nye masa berlalu. At first i was so excited to get back into working life. I believed that i could handle both my career and family... But now i really miss my housewife moment.. oh my god! what am i thinking about!

Being a working mom is not an easy job.. lagi2 bile all of sudden maid nak berhenti keje.. Ape, die ingat senang2 ke nk cari maid baru.. People nowadays are so selfish! so annoying! I can feel the pressure... with the crazy schedule.. every morning i have to get adam ready for daycare, preparing breakfast, going late to the office in getting all the morning routine done, rushing off to fix dinner, attempting to meet the needs of hubby  and adam, kemas2 rumah, etc.... seriously i am damnn exhausted!

And one thing that i worried about is "mummy time"... I afraid if i couldn't provide enough love and attention to hubby and adam... mengharapkan weekend je la utk spend time together. I really want to spend more time with my precious. But I couldn't... Maybe because i used to be a housewife for quite some time.. so, it is difficult for me to cope with the new lifestyle..

Huh, I think i really need time to cope with all these things.. all in 1...

For all mummy out there, hope not too late to wish u all Happy Mother's Day!

5 comments:

  1. betul kan ckp aku dl..this thing must happen to u.. kakak aku dl camtu gak..@ first x keje..pastu sibuk nk keje..n @ last dia quit sbb dah xblh nk handle n cope all mom's duties... xpe..sbr2...cube slagi blh... i'm sure ur hubby will support u mummy!. happy mummy day toooo

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  2. tu la pasal.. i'm trying my very best to be a super mom... hubby aku bukan nye support mas. x abis2 srh aku resign, jd housewife balik.. huhuhu..

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  3. Hey there dear cousin,
    i know what u mean.. never easy or never reallly possible to jugle both career equally,as a mom n some other job..rite? seriouslly i have always envy those working moms yg x perlu maid. kalu kak tika xdak maid, mmg hanco ah rumah..haha.

    ah yes, maid? that another new issue to be talk about..

    sometimes i question myself, why the heck do i work? i guess it is the satisfaction that i get when i know that i hv contributed not only to my family, but to the society at large, to the ummah..KECHING!!!!. ayat mantap! Besides i'm sure, expectation parents selepas menyekolahkan kak tika bertahun2 mesti cam nk tgk anak dia keje kan..anywhuuuu

    tp u know what, semua nie bergantung pd ind tue sendiri. setiap orang x sama, mukhalafah kan. different approach, different satisfaction kan..:)anyways may u r able to stay happy in whatever choice u make..insyallah

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  4. thanx dear! so true! the satisfaction is when we can contribute something to our family... in term of money of course!

    alhmdulillah hazizi now seems like dh bole terima wife kesayangan die ni keje.. hehehe.. mula2 tu cam culture shock kot..

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  5. nad dear. capa ni. aku dah tkar blog..tkan je link nama aku tu..haha..meh2 aku nak link kan ko juge ye..

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