Hari ni saya sangatlah free dan takde assignment, so tetiba mood rase cam nk sentimental plak... huhu...
bila teringat balik sepanjang 26 tahun hidup ni, dh terlalu banyak doa saya yang tuhan dh makbulkan.. alhamdulillah, aku bersyukur padamu ya Allah.. walaupun tak la went smooth as planned but at least better than nothing... family yg sgt supportive, kawan2 yg sgt caring n sporting, husband yg sgt loving (luv u honey!), career yg sgt mulia (kunun la kn)... Hurmmm, kekadang tu feel like i dont deserve these... sbb tuhan dh bagi semua yg saya nak, tp saya rasa masih tak cukup utk bagi padaNYA...
Ble dgr ceramah kt TV td rase cam insaf lak... selagi manusia ni tak pernah puas dgn apa yg dia ada, selagi tu la dia tak kan rasa kenikmatan hidup.. Hurmm, so from now on saya harus & mesti appreciate apa je yang saya ada dan jgn demand lebey2 plak eh... hahaha.. peringatan utk diri sendiri...
wow! feeling nieh..haha.
ReplyDeleteU know i think u are rite. Mmg kite nie susah nk bersyukur kan.. i share the same guilt too. Time mende baik jd kat kite jarang sgt nk appreciate..
Mcm mana k.long seronot x nk jadi ceqgu?
mula2 tu ingat cam senang nk jd ceqgu nih.. tp ble dh masuk maktab n belajar psl perguruan, rupenye not as easy as we thought.
ReplyDeleteade byk teknik mengajar, psikology, pedagogi, lesson plan, n byk lg la nk kene tau.. lg2 bdk2 zaman skrg x mcm kite dlu2.. marah x bole, denda pun x bole.. parents skrg manjakn anak sgt.. cheeh, mcm kite la kn.. haha..
so, kene master sume psikology n pedagogi perguruan nieh.. huhu..
bln jan 2011 br k.long start ngajar, praktikal.. kt skolah cina plak tuh.. ntah la, hopefully sumenye ok...