DECEMBER..

I Luv December!!!
Dapat masak utk family tiap2 hari...
Dapat tunggu hubby blk keje tiap2 hari..
Bahagia!

I Luv December!!!
Family trip to Langkawi...
Family trip to Ranau, Kundasang, K.Kinabalu..
Enjoy!

I Luv December!!!
kan best klu tiap2 bulan pun December.. huhu..
=)

Life must go on...

Assignment...
Presentation...
Micro & Macroteaching...
Emcee-ing a seminar...
Proposals...
Netball open...
Mini olahraga...
UB camping...
Missing hubby n son like crazy...

All in a month!

Huh, i'm dying!

The pieces of my heart...

I rarely write something that i consider private to be posted..  But this time my heart was like "please, let me get out of here!"... so, what to do?  Just to share my new journey with new job and new hope..

Before this I was wondering what I am good at. I was a housewife, I was working in lab, bank and meeting clients.. but I still couldn’t find satisfaction in life. I believe that everyone has their own talent, but I couldn’t find mine... I'm tired of pretending I like my job. I want something that  i can do best and enjoy.. I never ever think that I will end up in teaching line.. But, during 2 months stay in IPG, I start to know myself better.. my talent, my interest, my desire, n everything..  I now realize that my talent is teaching. I fall in luv with the fact that, in a perfect lesson, I could change one's future. Isn't that amazing? But of course with great power comes great responsiblity..

I know, its too early to say this since I havent start an official lesson yet.. But I can feel the passion.. I'll get more precious time to spend with family.. I can feel the satisfaction of getting both career and family! oh, yeah! I hope I made the right path.. Sambil bekerja, sambil bole jaga anak n suami.. Oh,my! This is my truly madly deeply dream! my only desire…

:-)

Hari ni saya sangatlah free dan takde assignment, so tetiba mood rase cam nk sentimental plak... huhu...

bila teringat balik sepanjang 26 tahun  hidup ni, dh terlalu banyak doa saya yang tuhan dh makbulkan.. alhamdulillah, aku bersyukur padamu ya Allah.. walaupun tak la went smooth as planned but at least better than nothing... family yg sgt supportive, kawan2 yg sgt caring n sporting, husband yg sgt loving (luv u honey!), career yg sgt mulia (kunun la kn)... Hurmmm, kekadang tu feel like i dont deserve these... sbb tuhan dh bagi semua yg saya nak, tp saya rasa masih tak cukup utk bagi padaNYA...

Ble dgr ceramah kt TV td rase cam insaf lak... selagi manusia ni tak pernah puas dgn apa yg dia ada, selagi tu la dia tak kan rasa kenikmatan hidup.. Hurmm, so from now on saya harus & mesti appreciate  apa je yang saya ada dan jgn demand lebey2 plak eh... hahaha.. peringatan utk diri sendiri...

work? family?

I've been working for 3 months already. Cepat nye masa berlalu. At first i was so excited to get back into working life. I believed that i could handle both my career and family... But now i really miss my housewife moment.. oh my god! what am i thinking about!

Being a working mom is not an easy job.. lagi2 bile all of sudden maid nak berhenti keje.. Ape, die ingat senang2 ke nk cari maid baru.. People nowadays are so selfish! so annoying! I can feel the pressure... with the crazy schedule.. every morning i have to get adam ready for daycare, preparing breakfast, going late to the office in getting all the morning routine done, rushing off to fix dinner, attempting to meet the needs of hubby  and adam, kemas2 rumah, etc.... seriously i am damnn exhausted!

And one thing that i worried about is "mummy time"... I afraid if i couldn't provide enough love and attention to hubby and adam... mengharapkan weekend je la utk spend time together. I really want to spend more time with my precious. But I couldn't... Maybe because i used to be a housewife for quite some time.. so, it is difficult for me to cope with the new lifestyle..

Huh, I think i really need time to cope with all these things.. all in 1...

For all mummy out there, hope not too late to wish u all Happy Mother's Day!

Happy Birthday Sayang!

Dear Adam Harris,

7th February 2010

It's your very first birthday

One candle on your cake

Mummy and Daddy stare in wonder

At each new move you make

Oh my! our baby is turning one

Your are a little bit of sunshine

You are our precious little son

With a sweetness from above

Who will fill our years with laughter

And our lives with lots of love

We look foward now to seeing

How you progress and grow

From the cute and tiny infant

you were one year ago

Happy Birthday Sayang!

Things happen for a reason...

Huh, lame gak tak update blog nieh, almost a month.. got some things happen throughout the month. tak sempat pun nk online... Huhuh...

Good things...

- Someone from X company called.. Yeah, I got the job! Alhamdulillah. Dh buat medical check up pun last 2weeks. will report duty on 17th Feb..

- Makcik Lando, my neighbour has agreed to be our pembantu rumah... problem solved! xde la risau sgt pasal kes2 curi baby nieh since kami kenal makcik tuh.

- Went back to KL utk ambik my little prince, Adam balik Tawau. dh makin tembam.. jalan pun dh laju.. terkedek2.. soo cute!

- Bought new handphone, iphone and blackberry.. Just happenned got handphone fair plak mase kitorang  balik KL tuh..

Bad things...

- Adam admitted to hospital for 10days. He was having fever and diarrhea.. Exhausted giler... sakit badan tido kt katil hospital.. Kesian adam kene cucuk sane sini... x sanggup tgk die nangis kesakitan..

- Got problem with the new handphone.. Tension giler.. ni la akibat nye beli benda2 sale! nak hantar blk kt kedai, kitorang plak kt Tawau.. Terpakse la tunggu next flight to KL jun nieh..

Yeah, things happen for a reason... so good or bad the thing is, kene la accept kan..

Think People!!!

Like I mention earlier, in my previous entry, I suppose to start working in January2010..

My application has approved by HQ and has been transferred to Sabah HR. Unfortunately, Sabah HR put my application KIV with the stupid reason! “We give the priority to the locals. We can only take in others upon request”.

What do they mean by locals? Why locals? We are all Malaysian... We are all locals!

Just what exactly is the meaning of the “1 Malaysia” concept that our Prime Minister has been promoting? The "1 Malaysia" concept is the guideline on how to achieve “Bangsa Malaysia”, which means no more Malay, Chinese, Indian, Sabahan or Sarawakian… WE ARE ALL BANGSA MALAYSIA!

Now I’m just wondering why is so difficult for them to accept West Malaysians get into Sabah’s Market? Firstly, they retain over the entry and residence of West Malaysians with immigration control... So, we have to carry passports all the time. Ok, fine!

Then, they are restricting the movement and work of West Malaysians and have to renew our work permits every five years... Gosh!!! We are treated as foreigners in our own country.

How can Malaysia achieve a full sense of national identity! where all its citizens feel a sense of belonging to the same community... when citizens enjoy different rights one another in different parts of the federation? THINK PEOPLE!

Beach Lover...

I noticed that when I think of vacation, I will think of beach... like no other places to go.. hahaha... I love the feeling when the wind blows into my face.. Listening the splashing in the waves and enjoying the view of sunrise and the sunset… Sometimes, just walking at the beach and seeing a family and the joyful faces of little kids having fun already fills me with happiness... It brings fun and relaxing.

Mataking Island!!! It’s a private beach located to the north of Mabul Island in Sabah. It consists of two islands separated only at high tide by a long sand... what a wonderful place... My dearest hubby and I spent 3 relaxing days and really enjoyed the stay there.. Even though we're not a diver, we still be able to kept ourselves busy with the plenty of activities... such as... Jungle tracking… Kayaking... Beach walking around the island. Yeah, it was tiring but fun… Snorkeling also not bad, experience how it is like swimming with the fishes. It was like being in a giant aquarium without walls...

Hurmm, what else... white sandy beach, a lot of beautiful corals and fishes, comfortable lodge, nice food and excellent services. We had very enjoyable and unforgettable staying there. It was worth paying the extra money. Here i would like to share some pictures of the great moment we had…

Welcome to Mataking Island

The view from King Watch Tower

In front of our rooom

At the jetty

Jetty again

Beach walking around the island

Hunting for beautiful corals and fishes

Kayaking time

u can see the mataking kecil from here

a couple helped us taking this pic

It was 12pm... we were sweating like hell

Oh tree, we really need u here

The beautiful view of sunset